

Finished deer thing… nut sure if happy with it… May try another type of animal… Let me know if you like this and think I should sculpt it Surreal deer thing sketch. Inspired by the work of Ellen Jewett. I may end up sculpting this beastie. We’ll see :3
idk if i consider my anxiety social, because its not strictly in social situations, but i have generalized anxiety disorder. It’s hard to explain to people because they always ask “what are you anxious about?” and i don’t exactly know what brings it on because i don’t have any conscious awareness of cognitive anxiety symptoms, about 95% of mine is physical. It’s very frustrating because, for example, i can be driving, and someone cuts in front of me, and my thoughts go “oh, what a dick” and move on. but my BODY decides “NO SHIT THAT MOTHERFUCKER WHAT DID HE JUST OH MY GOD” and my heart starts racing and my arms start shaking and i start to feel light headed. it happens with lots of things in my daily life, things that i don’t consciously feel anxious about, but cause severe physical, sometimes debilitating symptoms, the worst being my muscles contracting and locking up… its painful. anyways, thank you for this chart. and i hope now maybe some of my friends and acquaintances might have a better idea of what i mean when i say i have anxiety with physical symptoms :3 (Source: a-disgruntled-jedi)
i wanted some of hers, but when i couldnt get ahold of her and then found out she stopped taking commissions, i decided to make my own >:D
i also do paws, gonna be doin some dog paws over the summer on commission. and they can be cleaned up same way she does with leggings :3 i just like fur. alot. i’ve heard great things about hers but from what i understand she’s now focusing on mermaid prosthetics. if anyone wants hooves i can make them :3 (Source: faunils)
LOOK WHAT I GOT TODAY! meet Ellie, the newest addition to our family :3 thank you Jessica for bringing her into our life (at Diesel Pizza) — TODAY MUST BE “GIVE LAUREN ANXIETY ATTACKS” DAY
BECAUSE EVERYONE KEEPS YELLING AT ME AND TWISTING MY WORDS AND GETTING MAD AND BEING DICKS. WHAT DID I DO. I DON’T EVEN KNOW YOU. BITCH NUMBA 1: YOU ALMOST HIT A DOG. DAYUM. ► 030): What it means to be a Mentally Ill College Student
reading this makes me feel… just really good that others have the same problems i have. i’m so bad at putting things into words, i go to therapy and get reprimanded by my therapist for acting too much like my father by letting my voice get louder and louder as i try to explain how i feel and why i feel that way. my mother keeps saying she worked through college, other kids work through college, but they didn’t have to do it with my issues, and they didn’t go to an art school that’s got an intensity comparable to any ivy league college. i’ve had to go part time alot because of either financial reasons of being unable to handle the work in addition to my issues, and the few times i do stay late at school to work and come home at 2, i get yelled out for being out too late. this quarter i had to drop out of a class i was really looking forward to and enjoying, because i couldn’t handle the high stress level of that class combined with the stress my mother unintentionally heaves onto me every single day. it hurts knowing the people closest to me, and the people trying to help me, can’t understand what i’m going through, and sometimes it makes me feel hopeless, but just… knowing that other people go through the same things gives me a little glimmer of hope. thank you.
i feel as though we’ve gotten off-point from the original intent, which is to say that movies change comics. Some comics are good, and the movie makes them bad, other comics are bad, but people are tricked into liking them because they enjoy the movies. Let’s take iron man. Can anyone picture him not being robert downey jr anymore? It has been made CANON that that’s pretty much who iron man is! everybody LOVES iron man. at least, they think they do. but before the movies, before Robert brought his own charm to the character, iron man was a dull, flat character with little interest, with interesting things occasionally happening around him, but he himself was a dull underdeveloped character. movies change comics, sometimes good, sometimes bad, and they change people’s perception of comics too [it’s great if seeing the iron movie inspired you to read the comics and you now enjoy reading the old comics from before the movies, but most people who read the old comics, then saw the movies later, would argue that they suck. i have not met a single person who doesn’t argue that]
Anonymous asked : So I happened to notice you seem pretty rad. I happen to dabble in radness a bit, myself. I think we should acquaint. So that creep that just added you on steam is me. Your art makes me miss figure drawing pretty intensely.
hahahaha omg did you find my FA page too XD lol. i had 2 unanswered invites, which one was yoo? :> hehe i’m glad my art makes you miss drawing!! drawing is good!!!
this is literally my favorite thing i have ever seen in my entire life. |
Last piece of my satyr costume for Ren Fest is complete! Pics of the whole costume coming soon